going back.

sooo yesterday i had my (super ultra late) birthday lunch with my junior high best friends. there were ellen, vero, irena, dwima, dwipa, and dendy. bulan, gege and trissi couldn't make it :( we went to Tekko and had some good laughs.
well, it's no secret that i haven't had much laugh since highschool started. but with them, it's just so easy.

which reminds me why i've been missing them so much. well, i meet dendy everyday in class, but i don't see the others very often. we all get very busy with school that it's really hard just to see each other.

i still remember junior high times, when i'd simply broke down laughing in the middle of the field. didn't care about the people watching, because the jokes were so funny that i lost power on my legs from the laugh.
we'd gather at trissi's house after school, just talking and laughing and ordering food, and the boys would play guitars and maybe we'd go outside to take some pictures. sometimes there were some movies and some biking, and little sisters and brothers would sometimes come along, waiting for mommy to pick us up. and i still remember how time flied so fast everytime we were together.

i remember the sun, the trees, the wind tiptoeing around our blue checkered skirts; the friday uniform, the day we usually gather at trissi's.

i remember how easy it was to laugh. how honest the smiles were, and how innocent our lives were. how simple happiness could be.

being with you guys is so easy. everything come out easily; the words, the laughs, the melodies. the hugs. the friendly touches, just so you know that i'm here, and to make sure that you're here.

i miss it. i miss those feelings. i miss the times when life was so easy, when the only thing we worry about was "how soon i have to get home?"

i miss you guys terribly. like, with all my heart. and yesterday, when (almost) all of us got together again, i just realized how bad i've missed you guys.

and i realized that until now, i'm still in love with them. even with this whole ex-boyfriends & ex-girlfriends thingies, we're still good ;)

i'm deeply in love with them. i want to hug each and everyone of them. i crave them. up to this moment. still.