11.All I Wanted

think of me when you're out
when you're out there
i'll beg you nice from my knee
and when the world treats you way too fairly it's a shame i'm a dream


all i wanted was you


i think i'll pace my apartment a few times and fall asleep on the couch
and wake up early to black and white reruns
that escape from my mouth


all i wanted was you


i could follow you to the beginning just to relive the start
maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all of our favorite parts

ALL I WANTED WAS YOU


*p.s.yes, i'm in love with paramore's new album

Brand New Eyes, Paramore

and the worst part is before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff
and in the free fall i will realize i'm better off when i hit the bottom

and that was the day that i promised i'd never sing of love if it     does     not     exist
but darling you are the only exception

give me attention
i need it now
too much      d      i      s      t      a      n      c      e
to measure it out
OUT LOUD

if GOD's the game that you're playing well we must get more acquainted
because  it  has  to  be  so         lonely
to be the only one who's holy


taking for granted everything that i would've died for just yesterday
just yesterday

Sinetron Muka

Hmmmm entah karena tadi Bintang nge tweet itu ke gua, ato gua abis baca blognya Rachel, ato emang tiap hari Eyang gua sama mbak mbak gua pada nongkrongin itu semua sampe akhirnya AKUNG GUA juga ikutan kena virus pokoknya sekarang gua mau membicarakan

Ehm
Sinetron muka
Tetrerereeeeet
CINTA FITRI
asik deh

Jadi begini ya
Kenapa gua sebut CINTA FITRI sebagai sinetron muka adalah karena oh karena, coba deh pantengin sekaliiiiii aja dari mulai sampe iklan deh paling nggak. Tiap kali orang ngomong, pasti mukanya yang disorot. Paling nggak sampe bahu deh. Yaaaaaaaa iya gua juga tau orang ngomong mesti disorot. Tapi maksudnya adalah, yang disorot itu ya sebatas muka ato bahu aja. Jadi kan kalo di IT nih kan Recoureveuns lagi tentang broadcast kan, terus anak-anak broadcast juga pasti diajarin kalo pake kamera tuh ya shot nya ada banyak jenisnya ada yang long shoot medium close up segala macem yang kemaren di 9A dipraktekkan dengan model Billy dan disitulah kita melihat betapa oh betapa meremnya si Billy itu dan kebetulan kan kemaren bibir dia abis DOWER yaaaaa begitulah sabar ya Bili.

EH BACK TO THE TOPIC jadi, hmm gua seneng banget ya pake kata jadi. Rasanya gua pernah nge post tentang itu gak sih pernah kan ya? Yang 5 paragraf depannya jadi semua.

EH WOY TUH KAN MENGSONG DARI TOPIK LAGI
ck gua kenapa sih. Tapi emang gua juga kalo cerita gitu pasti gapernah selesai nyambung dari mana ke mana giduuuuuw. Ngomong ngomong, mengsong adalah pet name nya pacar kakak gua.
Oke cukup distractednya.

Pokoknya, CINTA FITRI itu misalnya gini ya

Fitri ngomong sesuatu. Kamera shoot kepala sampe bahu.
Mizka eh Miska eh whatever lah nyautin. Kamera shoot kepala sampe bahu.
Si suaminya Fitri tuh sapa ohiya Farel nyaut juga. Kamera shoot kepala sampe bahu.
Si Maminya itu nimbrung. Kamera shoot kepala sampe bahu.
Si suaminya Mizka eh Miska tibatiba dateng, Fitri noleh. Kamera shoot kepala sampe bahu.
Eh si neneknya ikutan dateng terus nyerocos. Kamera shoot kepala sampe bahu
Terus yang Maya Maya itu ikutan juga. KAMERA SHOOT KEPALA SAMPE BAHU

Oh Tuhan. Sebenernya ada apakah dengan kamera itu? Apakah yang megang kamera itu percaya bahwa kalo dia shoot di bawah bahu itu melanggar hukum agama dan dia akan dipenggal terus gentayangan jadi setan terus menghantui adek gua yang abis nonton The Grudge jadi penakut banget itu? Hmmmmm entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini gua lebay sekaleeeee. Mau ngomong aja pake ck, pa ck ke ck, pake ck ck, ck gitu deh. Ah gangerti deh kalo baca, mesti liat gua melakukannya ahahahahahahaha.

Ya, pokoknya si Sinetron Muka itu oemjiiiiii. Gak selesai selesai lagi, mau kayak Tersanjung kali ya hmmmmmm.

Yah inilah dia si para mirip India itu. Buat yang suka, no offense yawww :)

kisskisshughug

you know I love you

P.S. Sebenernya post yang ini udah gua tulis dari tadi malem eh lagi asik-asik banyak inspirasi JEBRET si papaku oh daddy ku masuk dan nyuruh aku mattin komputer now katanya now gamau tau pokoknya now gitchuuuuuuuuuuuuw yaudah deh baru bisa kelar hari ini waw tumbenan mood nya belom ilang.

The Most Unimportant Thing I've Known

Since I don't have a lot to do (actually I have nothing to do. Dendy is away watching something so he didn't text me back. I'm not sure about Dwima, maybe he's asleep already or he's already off riding bikes with Reza and Dwipa. Hmm) so I got this little project (?) yang sebenernya benar benar mencerminkan bahwa I'm so totally don't have anything to do for sure. Sampe lebay tuh. Hm ya pokoknya here it is:

"Falling", a song by Iration

We met at a concert

You were wearing Converse

I'm not good at playing it cool

You said I was funny

I spent all my money

Then your friend get thrown in the pool

Ok that was, another stupid thing I did. Hmmm, I'm gonna make that as another label. Uuuuuuummmm what other song should I do? Just so you know, it was just one half of the first verse, and it took me like, 15 minutes? Rada pegel juga loCh.

Credits!

Anirudh Koul

Rhea Benevolence

eleanor rask

inkyfingerz

Eole

all on Flickr :)

P.S. for more of the concert picture, please go to ACDC Concert by Anirudh Koul :)

Okaaaaaay number two here we go!

"L.O.V.E.", a song by Michael Buble (?)

L, is for the way you look at me

O, is for the only one I see

V, is very very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Ok that was it. Hmmmm I hate the V and E but seriously I don't have any idea for those 2 sentences.

Again...

Credits!

yellowrubberduck

horizontal.integration

ℓisaa.

Leo Reynolds

All on Flickr :)

Oh how much I love Flickr? I don't even know. (L) (L) (L)

Hmmmmm what other song whould I do? Tell me :)

kisskisshughug

you know I love you

Nchaa

Good morning, I love you

I know it's not morning, it's almost evening. Hmmmmm it is evening, actually.

I don't know why, but those words are kinda taking control of my brain. They're everywhere, so I think I have to write this down. Sooo.....

I'm feeling like loving sooooo much
I wanna wake up and say it to people
I wanna go jumping around, smiling to people
I'd go around the world with a smirk plastered on my face, saying "I'm the happiest person on Earth, are you?"
I wanna shake everyone's hand, or give them a huge hug
I'd tell everyone "I love you", without caring about what other peolpe think about my words
I don't know what jealousy is
I don't know that tears are exist
I'm not having this bad feeling inside my chest that hurts so much
I'm not asking why the hell is this feeling is there
I'm happy, I'm fine
I'm not that close to tears
Even if I do, I know why

I wish I could say that, because everything up there, is everything I'm not.
I wish I could really smile and say

"Good morning, I love you"

The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

I am currently in love with that song. Actually I've been in love with that song for a long, long time but I didn't know the name of the song! Just like Bonbon, Aci, Iput, Kira, and Ellen. Hmmmmmm.

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved click!

Going back to the corner,

where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag,

I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard

Got your picture in my hand

Saying "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"

Some try to hand me money

They don't understand,

I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man

I know it makes no sense

What else can I do?

How can I move on

when I'm still in love with you?

Cause' if one day you wake up

and find that your missing me

and your heart starts to wonder

where on this earth I could be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here

to the place that we'd meet

Then you'd see me waiting for you

on the corner of the street,

So I'm not moving

I'm not moving



Policeman says "Son you cant stay here"

I say there's someone I'm waiting for if its a day, a month, a year

Gotta stand my ground,

even if it rains or snows

If she changes her mind,

this is the first place she will go


Cause' if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me

and your heart starts to wonder

where on this earth I could be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here

to the place that we'd meet

Then you'd see me waiting for you

on the corner of the street,

So I'm not moving

I'm not moving


I'm not moving

I'm not moving



People talk about the guy,

that's waiting in on a girl

Woooaah -oooh

There are no holes in his shoes,

But a big hole in his world

Oooooh

Maybe I'll get famous for the man who can't be moved,

and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news,

and you'd come running to the corner,

Cause' you'll know its just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

I'm the man who cant be moved
 Cause' if one day you wake up,

and find that your missing me,

and your heart starts to wonder

where on this earth I could be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here

to the place that we'd meet

and you'd see me waiting for you\

on the corner of the street

so I'm not moving

I'm not moving


I'm not moving

I'm not moving

Cause' if one day you wake up,and find that your missing me,

and your heart starts to wonder

where on this earth I could be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here

to the place that we'd meet

and you'd see me waiting for you

on the corner of the street

 Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag; I'm not gonna move

So actually I'm not really into The Script, but this song, oh I REALLY love this song :)))

Freaking Internet

So apparently I'm pretty much alone in this house. Everyone's out, sadistically eating those poor cute little ducks (who apparently taste so good! Sorry, ducks). And here I'm trying to be a little more creative, making a banner for this blog. But good grace, how much I hate the Internet? When I was uploading this picture, it turned out failed. Oh I hate you.

Let's see.
Alone.
Sick.
Hard breathing.
Can't go anywhere.
Ended up in.... JBFA, of course. Hmmm I have no life -,-

Ooooooooooookay think I'm gonna post more today, since after everyone's back from eating those ducks, they'll be off again to Depok. And I will be staying here. Bye :)

Oh Shit

I don't have nothing cause I don't have you

Deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me

But baby I just kept holding on

I shoulda let you go

Wish we were older

Keep in touch, you said

Do you remember to keep in touch?

Did you forget?

Cause I won't forget

These memories lie

In the tears that I cry

Oh how much I hate Dwipa for making me cry, again. No it's not about him, but he made me think of him, again. Stop doing that, would you? And would you?

Just A Quick Simple Unimportant Update

Jadi kan hari ini setelah sekitar 2 minggu akhirnya gua kembali lagi ke Kebayoran ya yaitu rumah Eyang gua. Nyampe, masuk ginigini gonogono terus singkat cerita gua naro boneka gua di kamar Akung. Terus gua melihat ada something yang kayaknya gua gatau itu apaan, di meja sebelah tempat tidur.

Gua liatin baikbaik. Yang berhasil gua temukan adalah: kayaknya benda itu adalah sebuah lampu. Tapi lampu apakah mai fren, yang gak ada tombolnya?

Gua bolak balik tuh lampu.
Dalem hati tuh, ini mana tombolnyaaaa?

Terus gua dengan sok pintarnya menganggap
jangan-jangan ini lampu otomatis

Dan dengan jeniusnya gua tepok tangan. Kan biasanya lampu otomatis kalo kita tepok tangan nyala sendiri gitu ya.

Plok plok.
Tidak terjadi apa-apa.

Yaudah gua tinggalkan itu lampu. Setelahnya terungkaplah bahwa itu adalah emergency lamp yang lagi di cas. Hmmmmm.