July 17, 2012
summer 2012
summer 2012.
the plan:
spend 2 weeks of our 2 weeks summer vacay rehearsing almost everyday for the dance in europe's cultural festival.
take off to europe at july 1, when everyone's supposed to go back to the dorm.
dance at serbia, homestay in amsterdam, visit paris and maybe italy before we head back home at july 31st.
skip a lot of school. laugh till we're knocked out in europe.
the reality:
problems problems problems. things postponed. and again. and again. and again and again and again.
stayed at the airport, waited, and then had to go back home at 1 am. 2 consecutive days.
and now here i am. just got back from the airport, again. the 3rd time.
and this time, we gave up.
all the dance rehearsals got wasted.
tickets. visas. everything's wrong.
well. there goes my summer. never started. gonna end in a week.
we're still going to paris, though. in december. fuck yeah winter. fuck yeah no sunny beach. me no really likey.
the plan:
spend 2 weeks of our 2 weeks summer vacay rehearsing almost everyday for the dance in europe's cultural festival.
take off to europe at july 1, when everyone's supposed to go back to the dorm.
dance at serbia, homestay in amsterdam, visit paris and maybe italy before we head back home at july 31st.
skip a lot of school. laugh till we're knocked out in europe.
the reality:
problems problems problems. things postponed. and again. and again. and again and again and again.
stayed at the airport, waited, and then had to go back home at 1 am. 2 consecutive days.
and now here i am. just got back from the airport, again. the 3rd time.
and this time, we gave up.
all the dance rehearsals got wasted.
tickets. visas. everything's wrong.
well. there goes my summer. never started. gonna end in a week.
we're still going to paris, though. in december. fuck yeah winter. fuck yeah no sunny beach. me no really likey.
July 10, 2012
current obsessions.
more like current cravings.
1. Jawbreaking's Live Forever Young tank.
2. Hayley Williams' tanks.
3. Coca-cola sweatshirt.
4. Being in Europe with my boy and friends. We should've been there right now, if those motherfuckers didn't screw things up.
June 21, 2012
April 20, 2012
going back.
sooo yesterday i had my (super ultra late) birthday lunch with my junior high best friends. there were ellen, vero, irena, dwima, dwipa, and dendy. bulan, gege and trissi couldn't make it :( we went to Tekko and had some good laughs.
well, it's no secret that i haven't had much laugh since highschool started. but with them, it's just so easy.
which reminds me why i've been missing them so much. well, i meet dendy everyday in class, but i don't see the others very often. we all get very busy with school that it's really hard just to see each other.
i still remember junior high times, when i'd simply broke down laughing in the middle of the field. didn't care about the people watching, because the jokes were so funny that i lost power on my legs from the laugh.
we'd gather at trissi's house after school, just talking and laughing and ordering food, and the boys would play guitars and maybe we'd go outside to take some pictures. sometimes there were some movies and some biking, and little sisters and brothers would sometimes come along, waiting for mommy to pick us up. and i still remember how time flied so fast everytime we were together.
i remember the sun, the trees, the wind tiptoeing around our blue checkered skirts; the friday uniform, the day we usually gather at trissi's.
i remember how easy it was to laugh. how honest the smiles were, and how innocent our lives were. how simple happiness could be.
being with you guys is so easy. everything come out easily; the words, the laughs, the melodies. the hugs. the friendly touches, just so you know that i'm here, and to make sure that you're here.
i miss it. i miss those feelings. i miss the times when life was so easy, when the only thing we worry about was "how soon i have to get home?"
i miss you guys terribly. like, with all my heart. and yesterday, when (almost) all of us got together again, i just realized how bad i've missed you guys.
and i realized that until now, i'm still in love with them. even with this whole ex-boyfriends & ex-girlfriends thingies, we're still good ;)
i'm deeply in love with them. i want to hug each and everyone of them. i crave them. up to this moment. still.
well, it's no secret that i haven't had much laugh since highschool started. but with them, it's just so easy.
which reminds me why i've been missing them so much. well, i meet dendy everyday in class, but i don't see the others very often. we all get very busy with school that it's really hard just to see each other.
i still remember junior high times, when i'd simply broke down laughing in the middle of the field. didn't care about the people watching, because the jokes were so funny that i lost power on my legs from the laugh.
we'd gather at trissi's house after school, just talking and laughing and ordering food, and the boys would play guitars and maybe we'd go outside to take some pictures. sometimes there were some movies and some biking, and little sisters and brothers would sometimes come along, waiting for mommy to pick us up. and i still remember how time flied so fast everytime we were together.
i remember the sun, the trees, the wind tiptoeing around our blue checkered skirts; the friday uniform, the day we usually gather at trissi's.
i remember how easy it was to laugh. how honest the smiles were, and how innocent our lives were. how simple happiness could be.
being with you guys is so easy. everything come out easily; the words, the laughs, the melodies. the hugs. the friendly touches, just so you know that i'm here, and to make sure that you're here.
i miss it. i miss those feelings. i miss the times when life was so easy, when the only thing we worry about was "how soon i have to get home?"
i miss you guys terribly. like, with all my heart. and yesterday, when (almost) all of us got together again, i just realized how bad i've missed you guys.
and i realized that until now, i'm still in love with them. even with this whole ex-boyfriends & ex-girlfriends thingies, we're still good ;)
i'm deeply in love with them. i want to hug each and everyone of them. i crave them. up to this moment. still.
January 29, 2012
january 29th
i'm not feeling really well these days. i mean, a lot of things happened, and it's been only a month since 2012 started.
i got 6 days off from school; 3 of them i was sick. had some pretty rough fights with some people. shed some tears, lack of laugh. spent a lot of money; not even on me, but i had quite a joyous time spending it. had a few panic attacks. missed my art assignment, but made it to my mandarin project :)
skipped 2 hours of class for the first time...and got busted. (kind of) lost a best friend. made the captain of the dance team. principal made me one of the school's mc's.
oh and one more thing, not like it's important....i turned 17. yeah, i'm 17. got a surprise from my boy and also friends. got a lot of cake facial. finished reading eat pray love, and currently craving for more books.
and still, a lot of things to get done before january ends. don't even have the strength to fill my ipod with new songs. got on the computer only to work on an assignment, 10 minutes of tumblr, 10 minutes of typing this, and then i'm out. so...i'm out. bye. tomorrow's the thirtieth, by the way. which means......14 months, i guess?
i got 6 days off from school; 3 of them i was sick. had some pretty rough fights with some people. shed some tears, lack of laugh. spent a lot of money; not even on me, but i had quite a joyous time spending it. had a few panic attacks. missed my art assignment, but made it to my mandarin project :)
skipped 2 hours of class for the first time...and got busted. (kind of) lost a best friend. made the captain of the dance team. principal made me one of the school's mc's.
oh and one more thing, not like it's important....i turned 17. yeah, i'm 17. got a surprise from my boy and also friends. got a lot of cake facial. finished reading eat pray love, and currently craving for more books.
and still, a lot of things to get done before january ends. don't even have the strength to fill my ipod with new songs. got on the computer only to work on an assignment, 10 minutes of tumblr, 10 minutes of typing this, and then i'm out. so...i'm out. bye. tomorrow's the thirtieth, by the way. which means......14 months, i guess?
January 20, 2012
I adore your words, kak
Tak apa terluka sebelanga, katanya
Asal cinta tak lepas dari genggamnya
..Lagi. Sudah cukup tempo kali.
—Michelle Vinca
Asal cinta tak lepas dari genggamnya
..Lagi. Sudah cukup tempo kali.
—Michelle Vinca
this jealousy thing.
i just don't get the people who get mad at their lover for getting them jealous.
i mean, doesn't that only drift your lover away from you?
i get jealous too, you know. kind of a lot.
but when i do, i think of the ways so i can be better than that other person. so he can look at me and think that he has me, and that's more than enough.
i mean, doesn't that only drift your lover away from you?
i get jealous too, you know. kind of a lot.
but when i do, i think of the ways so i can be better than that other person. so he can look at me and think that he has me, and that's more than enough.
January 01, 2012
the deaf world...
...still can't hear me cry.
yeah, i start 2012 with tears, got a problem with that?
yeah, i start 2012 with tears, got a problem with that?
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