ok first, happy new year 2014!!! doesnt feel real at all. its already april 2014 and i still feel like its only the beginning of 2013,
turned 19. that sucks. 1 more year in the teenage life i seriously freak out every time someone reminds me of how close i am to being 20. guess i still havent figured anything yet in my life, so i simply cant be 20 before that happens.
been about 7 months since the boyfriend went away? had my ups and downs and basically we're good except for a few things YEAAA LETS SKIP THIS WHOLE THING.
kalvin and danang's gone. fadhil's kinda staying though.
got my first ever gpa which is 3.28 and i was kinda disappointed really. but here i am, 2 weeks away from my 2nd midterm exam, trying to study as hard as i can.
look theres a quiz tomorrow and im typing this instead.
why am i keep doing this anyway from time to time. i barely have time, really. even holding the phone seriously hurts my arms nowadays. but yea its hard with everyone being so far away.
i think its sort of my badly updated journal, since momma threw my ringed books, the ones i and everyone else drew on through junior high. friends i kinda lost touch with? yea that sucks.
sleepy. bored. more like this kinda bored that makes you sleepy but not sleepy enough to sleep so you just cant do anything productive, ignoring the fact that i have a quiz tomorrow.
he promised to call anyway
////////am tired. another exhausting/boring day tomorrow.
