i. need.

a webcam for this computer
a better computer. with sound and internet connection altogether.
a wide lens
a not-broken-blackberry, or
an iPhone with bbm, or
any chance to get me reach Kak Satria, he's my French assignment, oh God......

i am a waste of time

I waste time too much. Seriously.
But
"The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted"
right?
Oh, well :p

Quick news, I got a 100 for my Biology test! Eeeeep!!! Oxford's Marine Science, baby.
And I've worked really hard for the past 2 days. I'm one of the MPK, and we held the OSIS leader election yesterday. GOD, seriously. People screwed up really big time!! But finally, everything went well and now President Senior High has a new OSIS leader: Kak Kevin Adrian! Congratulation!

Uuuuum I promised Widhi I will go to sleep right after I finish a chapter. Ok one more thing.

Turns out, you can't upload a picture from iPhone -_- I'll tell you later?
Kissesandbighugs!
A

brother.

will you take a moment?
promise me this:

that you'll stand by me forever
but if God forbid, fate should step in
and force us into a goodbye
if you have children someday
when they point to the pictures
please tell them my name










tell them how the crowds went wild
tell them how i hope they shine

quick news

I found my cables! My SLR cables! Woohoooo God is good!
It's good to have some good quality pictures ;;)

Aaaand I got a new t-shirt. It has John Lennon AND Paul McCartney on it! I literally dropped my jaw when I saw it <3<3

I look so............................fat. Don't you think?

And I bought this glasses! <3

Mommy says my taste in clothes is getting weirder and worse. Oh, well :)

I just remember! I had a quote, aaaah too late, I'm 16 already -__- It goes like:

When Taylor Swift said "In your life, you'll do things greater than dating a boy from the football team. But I didn't know it at fifteen"

I said "In your life, you'll do things greater than dating a boy from the football team. But I don't know it, I'm fifteen" <3 And I still can't see what's beyond dating my "boy from the football team"

Ooooh we went to the zoo again! A few weeks ago, and I got this girraffe baby

OK it's 2:30 am already. I'm getting hyped about all this photo thing. Sorry.

Last! Don't know why, but I kinda like this one

Ok. I'm done here.

want to know a secret? you're the first to say happy birthday to me. ironic, huh?

I'm drowning............................

......in "happy birthday" texts, bbms, and mentions!

Oh, like it or not, I'm surely gonna rock 16!!

when you're fifteen

It's about.......................20 or 30 minutes to my 16th birthday. To be honest, I really don't want it to come. I've been wanting to stop growing up since I left 14. I really really terribly desperately don't want to grow up. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I don't know what I'm going to do when I grow up. I want a time machine so very badly.

I had a really good time being fifteen. I prefer to write it "fifteen" instead of "15", I don't know why.

As a 15 year old, I was damn happy. I enjoyed life, every single second of it.
I had my RVS, I did fine with my (previous) boyfriend, I enjoyed being a senior.

But we can't have everything we want in this life, right?

Time passed by and here I am, with the ticking clock.
And a new boyfriend.
And new friends.

I didn't want to leave Junior High, but I did
I didn't want to start Senior High, but I did
I didn't want to leave Recoureveuns, but I did

I don't want to grow up, but unfortunately, I am.

Just like Taylor Swift's "Fifteen"

"Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss makes your head spin around"

byebye fifteen. hello sixteen.