so im kinda not sad anymore. i mean there were times in the past few weeks where all i did was basically cry and cry and fill rivers with the tears coming from my eyes. but yeah no im kinda not sad anymore. kinda feel a bit lonely, though, but people are basically coming back to me and yea there are some whos still not here but i know for sure that they will be eventually. sooo no, the loneliness is no longer as bad as it was before, so im not sad about it. things are going pretty fine, the exams and everything. but im not exactly happy either. no im not excited about getting up and do stuffs, like i dont know nothing actually excite me anymore, besides surrounding myself with the people im most comfortable with and genuinely like, and the list is not a long one. and most people that are on the list is far away, or soon to be far away. like at least more than 2 hours drive in a traffic free day away, and some of them will cost me plane tickets if i wanna meet up. the other people on the list is kinda busy. were all busy.
but yeah im not sad but im also not exactly happy. its just that i kinda lost interest in things. no excitement. can the people who is far away please come home so i can be excited about you coming home yes please that would be appreciated ok thank you.
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