March 20, 2011

it's not what i didn't feel, it's what i didn't show.

I don't give a damn what people say
I don't give a damn what they think of us
Or what they think of me
Or what they think of you

I don't know what makes me typing this right now, but I'm really feeling like I should be

So
I know it's not gonna be easy
And even if you're so sure that we're gonna last forever,
baby, forever is a really long time.
I know I don't go with "forever and always" thingy, and
I can't promise you anything
but


right here, right now
From the bottom of my heart, to the edge of the world:

I love you

March 11, 2011

singapore!

Almost forgot! I didn't post anything on February, did I? I was really busy with Chingay Parade preparation ;) long story short, we stayed in Spore for a week. Take a look ;;)

day 1, dateng langsung ke F1 circuit buat latihan

Chingay Parade Day 1, Friday Feb 11th 2011

That's just how we roll B)

Chingay Parade Day 2, Saturday Feb 12th, the big finale

day off, Somerset and Orchard from morning til dawn

day: table manner lessons. night: dinner at Intercontinental Singapore

last day: Universal Studios. I got sick, so Dendy & Bebek took me back to the hotel earlier :\

last day: night. I got really healthy again, and felt sooo not sleepy. Went to Orchard until around 2 am

Alas, a week felt so fast. We enjoyed everything there. It still felt like our dorm, except we got much more freedom! It was good. I wish they would turn our dorm the way they rolled at Spore.

Buuuuut Widhi wasn't there, so....... I had a hard time keeping contact with him -_-

Oh, well.
xoxoxxx, A

March 10, 2011

holy-days; "holy shit, homeworks!"

Soooooo it's been 6 days off for me. The 12th graders are doing final exams, so we get to go home and rest our butts for a while. But guess what? Yeah, Mr. and Mrs. Bitches decided to throw some homeworks for us -_-
My resource (Widhi) said we've got math, physic, IT, PE, biology, and economy to do. So far...........one down (economy) oh yeah I just sent the assignment to my teacher B)
And now I have to make Widhi do the assignment since he got pissed because his computer went crazy or something. *ngulet* think think think think think.

Ok so I went to Hanamasa earlier for my cousin's birthday party with his friends and stuffs.

And we ate a lot and by a lot I mean a lot
I've got the picture of the plates and the bowls and all that BUT it's in my iPhone and sadly, my iPhone's being a total bxtch right now, like, seriously. The computer can't read any photos out of that thing you called an iPhone. Oh, well. So, we ate a lot. And my (cousin) sister painted my left nails green, and I got new silly bandz: Monas, Komodo, and Garuda. #likeitevenmatters.


Check out Willow Smith's new music video "21st Century Girl"!


Oh! Last week was EXHAUSTING! Like, seriously. On Tuesday night, MPK gathered for a meeting. But THEN they got us into JM (jurit malam) TT_TT. It was meant to take our MPK pins. I was scared like crazy, and Tika was scared too, so they let us go together. If I think about it again now, it wasn't that scary. I mean, since the ghosts are the staffs, they pitied us so we weren't too scared. We finished at 12 midnight. The next day, I came into class after lunch. That night, MPK gathered again. We had to plan OSIS' JM for Thursday night. We talked about it until around 11 pm.
Thursday, busiest day of the week. The lessons, brain-melting -_- after school finished at 4:15, I had to be ready for Paskib at 4:30 :\
Paskib finished at 5:30 (usually 6:00 but JM changed the schedules) and then at 6:00 we started night prayers (Yasinan, usually held at around 8:00 until 9:00), finished at around 6:30. When everyone gathered at dining room for dinner, MPK went straight to the school. We ate there, and then started prepairing everything for OSIS' JM. I was............................kuntilanak B) I sat inside a dark bus for about 3-4 hours, along with Kak Felan and Kak Hindy. The point is: JM started at 10:00 pm and ended at 2:00 am. We gathered things, etc etc etc, I went to bed at 3:00 am. I didn't get into class at all the next day. I slept all day, and I still felt sleepy when night came.

And this Saturday, Global Prestasi's very first pensi will be held! FORTALS; definitely will be there :) goodluck guys! I miss my RVS :\

I........................think that's it for now. Byebye babies.
xoxoxxx! A

January 29, 2011

i. need.

a webcam for this computer
a better computer. with sound and internet connection altogether.
a wide lens
a not-broken-blackberry, or
an iPhone with bbm, or
any chance to get me reach Kak Satria, he's my French assignment, oh God......

i am a waste of time

I waste time too much. Seriously.
But
"The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted"
right?
Oh, well :p

Quick news, I got a 100 for my Biology test! Eeeeep!!! Oxford's Marine Science, baby.
And I've worked really hard for the past 2 days. I'm one of the MPK, and we held the OSIS leader election yesterday. GOD, seriously. People screwed up really big time!! But finally, everything went well and now President Senior High has a new OSIS leader: Kak Kevin Adrian! Congratulation!

Uuuuum I promised Widhi I will go to sleep right after I finish a chapter. Ok one more thing.

Turns out, you can't upload a picture from iPhone -_- I'll tell you later?
Kissesandbighugs!
A

brother.

will you take a moment?
promise me this:

that you'll stand by me forever
but if God forbid, fate should step in
and force us into a goodbye
if you have children someday
when they point to the pictures
please tell them my name










tell them how the crowds went wild
tell them how i hope they shine

January 16, 2011

quick news

I found my cables! My SLR cables! Woohoooo God is good!
It's good to have some good quality pictures ;;)

Aaaand I got a new t-shirt. It has John Lennon AND Paul McCartney on it! I literally dropped my jaw when I saw it <3<3

I look so............................fat. Don't you think?

And I bought this glasses! <3

Mommy says my taste in clothes is getting weirder and worse. Oh, well :)


I just remember! I had a quote, aaaah too late, I'm 16 already -__- It goes like:

When Taylor Swift said "In your life, you'll do things greater than dating a boy from the football team. But I didn't know it at fifteen"

I said "In your life, you'll do things greater than dating a boy from the football team. But I don't know it, I'm fifteen" <3 And I still can't see what's beyond dating my "boy from the football team"

Ooooh we went to the zoo again! A few weeks ago, and I got this girraffe baby

OK it's 2:30 am already. I'm getting hyped about all this photo thing. Sorry.
Last! Don't know why, but I kinda like this one

Ok. I'm done here.
want to know a secret? you're the first to say happy birthday to me. ironic, huh?




I'm drowning............................

......in "happy birthday" texts, bbms, and mentions!

Oh, like it or not, I'm surely gonna rock 16!!

January 15, 2011

when you're fifteen

It's about.......................20 or 30 minutes to my 16th birthday. To be honest, I really don't want it to come. I've been wanting to stop growing up since I left 14. I really really terribly desperately don't want to grow up. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I don't know what I'm going to do when I grow up. I want a time machine so very badly.

I had a really good time being fifteen. I prefer to write it "fifteen" instead of "15", I don't know why.

As a 15 year old, I was damn happy. I enjoyed life, every single second of it.
I had my RVS, I did fine with my (previous) boyfriend, I enjoyed being a senior.

But we can't have everything we want in this life, right?

Time passed by and here I am, with the ticking clock.
And a new boyfriend.
And new friends.

I didn't want to leave Junior High, but I did
I didn't want to start Senior High, but I did
I didn't want to leave Recoureveuns, but I did

I don't want to grow up, but unfortunately, I am.

Just like Taylor Swift's "Fifteen"

"Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss makes your head spin around"

byebye fifteen. hello sixteen.

December 27, 2010

December 27th

It's the cakeday for my Widhi Haikal!
Happy 16th to youuuuuuu. BIGHUG!!

Aaaand happy 22nd to Hayley Williams ;;) and congratulations my baby Trissi and her beau Adam! It's been a year and sorry-I-don't-know months for you too. Keep smiling, keep hugging, keep kissing :p Keep loving! And rawking!



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