quick news

on the phone again.
& I'm so DAMNLY in love right now.

every hello ends with a goodbye

Thank you, for everything you did to me
Thank you, for all the love you gave me
Thank you, for all the smiles you drew on my face
Thank you, for all the sacrifices you made

Thank you, for every time you hold my hand
Thank you, for every time you call me "baby"
Thank you, for every time you smile when you see me
Thank you, for every time you hug me

Maybe it's me
On second thought, I'd say it's you ;p
Or maybe it's the distance
Or it's your absence
Maybe it's just not working
Maybe I'm just tired
Or maybe, it is just not meant to be

They'll talk, I know they will
Let them talk
Let them say that I left you for someone else
Let them say that I left you for something else
Let them say that I left you for anything else
Let them

Reminisce the priceless memories, it'll bring a smile :}

Sorry for all the things I did to you
Sorry for every time I ignore you
For every time I make you jealous
For every time I make you sad

Alas, all I want to say is
Thank you, for the last 10 months
It has been a great trip
You'll always be my Will Smith ;;)
Goodbye for now, my 08

My 08 :)

how lucky i am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard

 you know i love you ;)

Oh Shit

I don't have nothing cause I don't have you

Deep in my heart I know you couldn't love me

But baby I just kept holding on

I shoulda let you go

Wish we were older

Keep in touch, you said

Do you remember to keep in touch?

Did you forget?

Cause I won't forget

These memories lie

In the tears that I cry

Oh how much I hate Dwipa for making me cry, again. No it's not about him, but he made me think of him, again. Stop doing that, would you? And would you?

With Texts Come Crazy Things

I'm addicted to texting. I know it's not good, but oh whatever. Yes I text like everybody in this planet. I got about 2770 texts in my inbox, but I've deleted some of it until the amount of 1800, then at this very moment I have 2305.

So far, from texting I've got:

a "boyfriend" ahhaaaaaa oh wait, he's from Hendy. Oh, well :D
a fireworks company called PT API VENGEANCE FT NCHAA. Yes, you can tell it comes from texting with Ravi. With Ravi come really crazy things.
an "on-and-off boyfriend number two" ahhaaaaaaaa hey I suddenly miss him. Well, we all miss him :)


Uuuumm with texts come bad things too. It happened to me, twice. Well, we've forgot it already and everybody's everyone's good friend now :) But, hey I'm gonna talk about my girl. She did what I did too, she got the same texts like I got. But she doesn't get the same end like I got. She is now in the middle of it, and all I wanna say is I love you girl, I always do. You can tell me anything you want, but sorry if I can't give you any good advice. I wish I can help you, I really really want to. You know who you are, just wanna let you know that I always get your back sis :)

Here We Go Again

By Demi Lovato. In her new album "Here We Go Again". I want it sooooo baaaaaad.

I throw all of your stuffs away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie cause I break down
Everytime you come around

O-oh o-oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go, go, go again

Hardest I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you

O-oh o-oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go, go, go again

Hardest I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again

Oh
And again
And again
And again

I threw all of your stuffs away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
O-oh o-oh
O-oh o-oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Than trying to let you go
Cause here we go, go, go again

Hardest I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go, go, go again

Here we go again
Should've known better
Tahn trying to let you go
Cause here we go, go, go again

And again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again



:(

Ceritanya lagi bingung

Jadi. Udah beberapa hari ini gue ceritanya CLBK. Iya gue tau ini nggak penting banget, tapi yang peduli ama gue baca aja deh ya. Jadi ceritanya CLBK. Bukan ceritanya deng, beneran kok. Tapi nggak sayang banget nget kayak dulu itu. Entah kenapa. Terus kemaren tuh ceritanya pas pulang sekolah, gue berbengong-bengong ria betiga sama Cacang dan Ahong. Terus ngomongin apa ya.... tau-tau si Ahong berkata:

"Lo suka sama si piip?" perhatian: si piip ini BUKAN objek CLBK gue. Itu si IOO. Ini beda lagi.

Selama ini sih gue mikir yaaaa gue ama dia sih ya biasa aja. Nggak deket-deket banget nggak apa. Yang jelas gue ga tau ada dendam apa tuh anak ama gue, isengin gue mulu. Tapi baik sih. Kocak lagi. Yaa dan gue suka aja kalo he's around gitu loh loh. Jadi yaaa gimana ya. Pokoknya gue jawab:

"Nggak tau."

Bukan iya tapi juga bukan nggak. Hehe. Jadi karena itulah gue bingung ya. Terus conversation berlnjut lagi. Si Ahong mulai lagi.

Dwipa: "Kalo lo sampe suka ama dia, lo beneran bukan temen gue."
Gue: "Hlaah kenapa?"
Dwipa: "Yah ampun, piip gitu loh!"
Dendy: "Emang kenapa?"
Dwipa: "Yaaaaa yah ampuuuuun lo liat doooong."
Gue: "Baiik tauuuk."
Dendy: "Baik banget tau. Dia mau ngasih gue apa aja."
Dwipa: "Iya sih baik tapi mukanya!"
Dendy: "Piip sih ganteng kali. Baik, ganteng, pinter..."
Gue: "Tuh!"

Terus abis itu kita foto-foto. Yang seger cuma gue, yang 2 lagi itu udah kayak mayat. Ntar deh gue masukin fotonya, kalo lagi rajin. Males soalnya sekarang. Abis foto-foto kita turun. Pokoknya tuh tadinya gue mau puang, tapi ternyata sopir gue belom dateng jadi gue balik. Terus ke tempat-itu-tuh-apa-sih-namanya ga tau gue sih bilangnya ngek ga tau deh lo ngomongnya apa. Pokoknya di situ banyak manusia-manusia berkumpul. Terus kan ceritanya kelasnya si piip itu baru aja pulang abis pemotretan buat yearbook, nah kebetulan di kelas dia banyak yang... ehm enak diliat lah sebutannya. Gue liat si ini, si itu, tapi nggak liat dia. Terus gue ketemu Dwipa lagi. Gue tanya:

"Liat piip ga? Gue pengen liat dia [ake baju apa."

Jawabnya cuman "Piip!" terus dia pergi. Nggak setia kawan lo Hong. Akhirnya nggak kesampean cita-cita gue ngeliat dia huuuuuuu.

Eh tapi si Ioo lucu lho.

P.S. Jijik gue sama lo Gi, serius deh gue jijik ama lo Gi malu gue Gi pernah kenal ama lo Gi.

Somebody please help me pleeeaaasseeee???

Gue takut. Sumpah gue takut. Dan gue sedih banget. Nggak banget sih, biasa lah, tapi takutnya itu beneran. Dan ada kesel juga sih. Yah biarin lah. Lagi masa-masa nggak labil, kalo dalam bahasa gamblangnya tuh bingung-antara-clbk-dan-nggak. Kalo clbk ntar begitu. Tapi kalo nggak ya begini ini. Kacau. Ya gue emang nggak pernah bener sih ya makanya udah nggak usah dibaca posting yang ini beneran nggak penting. Eh tapi lo udah baca nyampe sini berati telanjur baca ya. Ya udahlah.

CLBK seru tapi maleees

Sekarang kalimat favorit Trissi dan Vero adalah:

"Cha lo kapan balikan ama si ehm just call him IOO cha?"

Dan jawaban gue selalu

"Kaga bakalan!!!"

Ya gila aja jadian aja nggak pernah kok tau-tau balikan. Ya tau sih maksud mereka tuh kapan gue suka lagi ama dia since sekarang gue nggak punya gebetan. Enak tau begini. Lagian kalo gue suka lagi ama dia sama aja boong. Buang-buang tenaga yaga yaga?

Alesan si Trissi adalah biar kalo gue ngeledekin dia dengan gebetannya itu dia bisa bales ledekin gebetan gue. Sayang gue lagi nggak punya Tris haha sukurin.

Alesan Vero adalah karena sebenernya deep down in my heart gue masih suka ama dia. Rasanya nggak deh. Gue tau gue lagi suka orang, tapi gue nggak tau siapa. Nah lo. Yah kalo gitu kan masih bisa dibilang nggak punya gebetan kan?

Ya gapapa sih kalo gue suka lagi ama dia jadi ada yang bisa dicari-cari pas waktu senggang. Bodo lah.